Sadness

Although, I know that there's no one reading this, I'm still creating new blogs. At first I thought, wow, blogging is fun, I should try it. My goal was to be a famous blogger that inspires people. But after time passes by, I realized that, I created a blog to let my feelings and loneliness out. These past few days, I'm like really bored and lonely. Others tease me because I'm single, but what does being single do with my loneliness? I mean, I'm still young and more focused on my studies, I don't need a love life. So anyways, I just don't know what to do, I don't even know why I'm lonely.

"Loneliness is dangerous. It's addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don't want to deal with people." -Hedonist Poet

Actually, my sister sent me that quote, and I was like, 'Yeah, I prefer being lonely than being happy.'
Why? Because it's peaceful. Although you feel incomplete and your heart's heavy, being lonely is just peaceful. I want to know the reason why I am lonely. Sadness is just starting to eat me and drown me, up to the point that I cry without a reason, or even search the internet on 'ways to be happy.'

Am I weird or something?